unwell

I accidentally got super glue on my hands last night. Now my fingers feel numb. I don’t know why I am such a klutz sometime. The other day I got two of my toes stuck to the floor. Funny huh? You wouldn’t be laughing when you try to peel yourself off slowly hoping your skin is still intact. My son was worried for me.

I wish some people would be more sensitive to what goes on around them. The world doesn’t revolve around them despite what they think or say. The funny thing is they will most time get what they want. Life is unfair but I have learnt to cope with that.

*sighs* I think I need to join one of those physical classes so I could channel my frustration and anger out. No, I still haven’t figure out exactly the culprit for these ill feelings. Maybe I am just having a bad week.

I found the perfect song to describe me at the very moment.

Unwell – Matchbox Twenty
All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of meI'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be

Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell